For years I have in my mind that I will always have a couple baby boy quilts and a couple baby girl quilts ready to give away. Baby quilts are my favorite thing to make...but I have never been able to make it happen, until recently. I finally have a stack of quilts that are ready when a friend has a baby. Yay!
The quilts in this pile are simple, quick and easy to make. They tend to be my favorite baby quilts anyway...
This strip quilt came about because I wanted to use these cute Heather Ross pigs (finally). I wanted it to be suitable for a boy, and it is, but I am going to admit outloud, officially, that I stink at putting together fabric for a boy. I tried so many different fabrics, and nothing really stood out to me. I finally settled on this, and it's fine, but I feel like it is missing something and I CANNOT figure out what.
It's frustrating. I feel defeated? (It's a little ridiculous--it's just a quilt).
then it spills over into all my quilts.
I have struggled for a while now, feeling totally uninspired. Everything I make feels like a copy (which I am totally okay with), but it takes me so long to finally finish a quilt, that everyone else has already made one just like mine that is way cuter than mine anyway.
It's all silly really, it doesn't cause me to lose any sleep, I don't type this because I want or need anyone to buoy me up. That's not my intent...
I have come to realize though that I quilt because it is an outlet, it is therapeutic. Raising children is hard, and raising them to be good people is even harder. Being a mom is the greatest and most frustrating thing I do. And so I need something that is my own...my husband tells me (in a very loving and understanding way) that when I quilt, I plug my headphones in and everything else disappears. And it's kinda true. I have those noise cancelling headphones that enable me to not hear the whirrrrr of my machine or the noise of my kids...
I quilt away sometimes for 20 minutes and sometimes for an hour. But it helps me to be more patient, it gives me something to look forward to, it is exciting to me, even if it's nothing 'new'.

































